A letter to my ex-Best Friend.

Dear ex-best friend,

I want to apologize for the last words I got to say to you. We didn’t end on a good note and for that I apologize, but I can’t apologize for the anything else I have already apologized for in the moment. I shared a lot of great memories with you..we laughed, we cried, and we made a variety of other memories. You were there every moment I needed you the most when fighting my own inner demons and I remember being there when you got ill and I was the only one at the hospital. Just so many memories that still run through my mind to this day that I will cherish between us, but the reason we are not best friends nor even friends at this point is because of you. I’m not saying you were all to blame. I know I had my own issues, but you were initially the reason I chose to cut this friendship off. There were moments where this friendship just didn’t feel like a healthy friendship. There were comments, non-trusting moments, competitive, jealousy, insensitive moments, and other things that I could go in depth about, but thats not the point of this letter. The point of this letter is to close where we left at last time. To where we can both move on peace and perhaps start somewhere new now or later in life. Or simply just move on and cherish and nourish our new friendships. I was in an angered phase for a moment, but once I got that out of my system I only then realized that is not what I am or who I want to be. I dont want to hate you for it or be angry at you for this. I simply want to wish you the best because I choose to only remember the best of our friendship. You were my best friend and I will never forget that. I do hope someday we could be great friends again. Until then I wish you the best and all the blessings in this world!

Sincerely,

B.